memoirs of him...

couple of months back...i bought a present for my dearest father (dah arwah)...a kurta (indian called so)..
it was for this coming aidilfitri...
it's still in my mind that happy expression shown by him when receiving it...
but u know.. we cannot presume wuts going to happen...
we don't know wuts coming up nx...
it's all His will...
tell u, my father just passed away...5/8/10
n now i don even know how wiill i react when i see that kurta again...
will i shed tears.....
will i smile assuming like nothing happen..
will i acting cool in front of others telling dat i'm cool beb...
well.....
WHO knows...................